~hitam putih kehidupan~

things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

Assalamualaikum,

Lama tak contact ko, last was last year..hahaha...macam la busy sangat kan? Ko sihat? Dah kahwin belum? hehehe...soalan lapuk dah ni.... Just to update some of the latest happening in my life. Guess what? I am going to Cape Town, South Africa!!! Aku nak pi tengok World Cup!! serious, tak main-main ni...

I always wanted to experienced that, so in 2008, aku start throwing the ideas to some of my friends. The thing is aku takde kawan lelaki, and kawan pompuan sume bukan jenis minat bola.. so high chance that aku akan pegi sorang. Tapi takpe, aku dah nekad, peluang bukan datang selalu, so, aku pon start la planning....from Dec 2008, start simpan RM 500 per month, utk kumpul RM 10,000 sampai June 2010.

Ticket pon dah confirm. Aku, insyaAllah akan tengok 2 game, satu round of 16, match 56 and another one is quarter final, match 59. Dua-dua kat Cape Town. I only have one female friend going with me. So pompuan melayu 2 orang pi South Africa..hahaha... mak aku risau, siap tanya, kalo tak pergi tak boleh ke? Tapi aku degil, nak jugak pergi..hahaha...dah lama pasang angan2 + simpan duit, takkan nak let go macam tu je kan?

Lagipun aku kenal this lady, native South African, dulu dia keja kat Cape Town, sekarang dia dah balik kg kat Johannesburg. Aku rase takde ape yang nak risau, insyaAllah....orang pergi Palestine pon balik still bernyawa, inikan nak pi tgk bola je, insyaAllah takde ape2 kan?

Flight ticket dah confirm, naik Emirates, transit kat Dubai (dok dlm airport je...)..total 20+ hours perjalanan.. terpaksa la amik transit flight, budget ciput...takleh nak amik direct flight.

Oklah.. tu je la kot nak cite kali ni. Doakan aku selamat pegi and selamat balik. Flight bertolak 27 June kul 2 pagi, balik sini 6 July 9 mlm baru sampai KLIA...so...aku insyaAllah celebrate birthday kat sane!!! celebrate sorang2 + kawan aku sorang...hahaha...

Ok, till next time, adios, assalamualaikum...

What you'll find here

Space to vent and to let out things that I can never share with any living things (human). I am not an animal person, so cat will not help ;p.

Personal experience and hopes, wishes and gratitudes and always reality that bites hard will be pen down and shared with anyone who cares to read.

Lavender is....

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born Muslim and trying hard to live like one as well. overweight physically and have been trying since forever to loose weigtht. loner and eventhough with a group of friends, will not say much unless asked. never been the centre of attention (apart from my figure that really stoods out!!) never been in serious relationship before due to the fact that I am not pretty and fat and not friendly. having said that a really good fren and damn good supporter.