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things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

He's Married

Posted by Lavender

I don't know when, but I stalked his FB and found out he's engaged in May. And just last few days, he added me in FB and many well wishes congrats him for the marriage.

I sent my last email to him on 14th July, sent my SA trip pics to him. And I vowed that is the last. I grant Allah to give me strength to let it go and move on.

Am trying out the halfourdeen.com as last result. If I can get to find the one, then I'll be glad. But if I don't, then maybe its not meant to be. I have bigger jobs to be done here. I still have my mum to take care off. I still have my Masters to kick start, and later PhD, insyAllah...more things to. Him being married not supposed to affect me in any way.

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Space to vent and to let out things that I can never share with any living things (human). I am not an animal person, so cat will not help ;p.

Personal experience and hopes, wishes and gratitudes and always reality that bites hard will be pen down and shared with anyone who cares to read.

Lavender is....

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born Muslim and trying hard to live like one as well. overweight physically and have been trying since forever to loose weigtht. loner and eventhough with a group of friends, will not say much unless asked. never been the centre of attention (apart from my figure that really stoods out!!) never been in serious relationship before due to the fact that I am not pretty and fat and not friendly. having said that a really good fren and damn good supporter.

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