I am on my second day of my menstruation cycle, and it still hurts like hell!! I am 27 and my puberty was during I was in Form 1 which is like 15 years ago. With each period cycle, I lost one ovum. I have had a very regular cycle, never missed one, as far as I can remember. So to-date I have wasted approx. 180 eggs in total....
I have always wanted to have big family (means lotsa kids..) and by the looks of it, I will be wasting I don't know how many ovum that potentially could be one of my kids. If only I have a donor (which is not allowed in Islam anyway). In a woman's life, she is estimated to produce ~400 ovums upon puberty right until she reached menopause. Which means I still have like 220 ovums allocated for me.
Counting this to the number of years, (if I keep on wasting it) I will be getting into menopause in 18 years time. Oh how I wish I find the right one (and him to find me too) to have family together and I would like to join the production line ASAP..so that my ovum will not be wasted anymore.
Ya Allah, show the right path to me as I do not have the strength to go for any man-hunt for this mission. Let the man you chose for me, accept me the way I am and me too. Let us be united because of you Allah....
....Amin....
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Lavender
1 comments:
Hi Lavender...
Thanks for d advice n thanks for spend some time to read my blog...Pape pon...Hope u'll find right guy for ur life...(not like me...)
Btw...its good to know u n maybe can have u as 1 of my frenz... hope so...
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assalamualaikum...
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