I felt like a truly KL-ites last weekend.
I went back on Friday, stayed overnight at Elaine's place. Managed to tell Shaz about that 'secret letter' I sent to Azhani. I must tell someone, as I could not keep it to myself anymore. Shaz said it would be so nice if I get my happy ending, I thought so too. Told Shaz, that we are supposed to have a farewell lunch on Monday (yesterday) and I am anxious to his reaction/non reaction.
On Saturday, managed to drop some of the books that my bos gave for these orphanage at the An-Najjah foundation . Brought my sister and mum as well. Later went to karaoke with Shaz n the gang. Went back and had some grocery shopping with mum and my sister.
On Sunday, went to shop for tudung, I bought 6 tudung in total. I can't remember when was the last time that I went for tudung shopping spree..;) Later picks up my niece and nephew and took them to Tesco and we had lunch there. Both of them were treated to play in the park.
I truly spent my days during the weekend well. I spent time with family, frens and also did some charity. Got back to PD on Monday morning and straight to work. Tired!!
During lunch, as I predicted, Azhani did not show any signs that he have received the letter. The best is he smiled at me like he would to any other people.....(sigh.....) I think he is officially not available and he is treating as it has never happened. That's it!! My one time courage gone down the drain.
It will be quite some time that I will have the same audicity or at least feel that sort of feeling again....Patience....that is what I keep telling myself for now. I am hanging on.
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say what you want to say but i'll still do as i want ;)