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things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

Ya Allah....

Malas gila nak kerja, for this week I only had 2 productive days. Today I attended a very lengthy meeting and by after lunch I kinda drained. Not that I contribute much anyway. Now waiting for 5.30, I need to go in for this 'thing' roll out and which I'll end up doing the work anyway...

Malasssssss.......gila.......ari ni gaji masuk, wanted to eat something lavish, but after the health check last week, my glucose level on the high side. Dr warned me to be extra careful since both my parents are diabetic. And I have not even test my cholestrol level yet. That one, sure am high, just how high, I don't know.

Actually had plan to meet Chien Nee on Sat, but she bailed me out. She have some last minute work related stuffs to do. So I brought forward plan to bring mum to IKEA. Seriously, no motivation to work for the rest of the day.....jahat kan? Tak bersyukur..I know..but I have let the devil overtake me today and the fact that I am writing this from the office doesn't help either right???

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