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things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

I have been having off and on headache since uni days. Those days it was so bad that I can barely open my eyes. Nowadays it would come and go as often as it likes.

First diagnosis was I have not been wearing my specs religiously, so I started wearing more often. The headache got better. But now it comes back and only to one part of the head. It comes sometimes with my menstrual cycle. I hate to take the meds, as it will distrupt my cycle and my body feels uncomfortable. So in the end I have to endure the pain.

I don't really feel like going to the doctor, I went before, they just said its stress related and simply gave me panadol-which I can buy from any grocery store. I just hope that its nothing dramatic like brain cancer or what, migraine is bad enough. Now I don't know what to do. Praying hard its nothing serious but maybe if the pain in unbearable anymore, I might request for scan.

I hope by then it will not be too late as of my back pain situation.

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