~hitam putih kehidupan~

things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

Am having my menstrual cycle - on 3rd day already but the pain is still there. Yesterday I was in this fire fighting course, the only lady. No one to talk to, tak ada tempat mengadu for my pain. I won't be discussing about period pain with guys!!!.

And today I still could not do any work that involves thinking. I was bloghopping all morning and enviing (is there any such word?) to all these people that lives outside Malaysia, jealous sgt2. Darn...I can't even finish my work, lagi nak berangan dok oversea. Kerja pon malas, how??

Its still hurting and I could not leave coz I have meeting after lunch but I still could not get anything done..I hate this...

Reminder: Ni semua ujian Allah..sabaq byk2 k?

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born Muslim and trying hard to live like one as well. overweight physically and have been trying since forever to loose weigtht. loner and eventhough with a group of friends, will not say much unless asked. never been the centre of attention (apart from my figure that really stoods out!!) never been in serious relationship before due to the fact that I am not pretty and fat and not friendly. having said that a really good fren and damn good supporter.