~hitam putih kehidupan~

For the past few days I have been crying every night. be it because of a movie, during prayer, or when I was reading old post that I have written in my journal for the past few years.

It hurts, somehow I am getting more sensitive nowadays. Each small little things can make me shed a tear. I don't want to be weak. They say it good to cry but if its too often what good does it make?

I just hope that I can be stronger and not easily touched by all these small stuffs. I have to!! I am living this life alone and I have to be prepared for this....Ya Allah, please make me strong, give me enough strength to get through my life..