~hitam putih kehidupan~

things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

I have set up KPI's for this year, more focus in order for me to do better at work. Let see how I did in the first 2 weeks of this year...

KPI 1 : To attend operation morning meeting at least more than 2 times a week

Week 1 : 3 oo 5 - good
Week 2 : 2 oo 4 - so-so (blame the 4 working days)

KPI 2: Talk in the meeting when they go round table (at least once a week)

Week 1 : Once
Week 2 : Once

(This one am not planning to increase, just keep it up-> purely for visibility purposes

KPI 3: Contribute valueable learning in monthly report (at least once every month)
Month 1 : Apart from PSA update, am still scratching my head for this months topic)

KPI 4: Respond to email on the same day
Currently working on this, some still got delayed but not as bad as last year..

I think I deserve a pat on the back for the past 2 weeks performance. Let's hope I can at least mantain it throughout the year, InsyaAllah ;)

What you'll find here

Space to vent and to let out things that I can never share with any living things (human). I am not an animal person, so cat will not help ;p.

Personal experience and hopes, wishes and gratitudes and always reality that bites hard will be pen down and shared with anyone who cares to read.

Lavender is....

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born Muslim and trying hard to live like one as well. overweight physically and have been trying since forever to loose weigtht. loner and eventhough with a group of friends, will not say much unless asked. never been the centre of attention (apart from my figure that really stoods out!!) never been in serious relationship before due to the fact that I am not pretty and fat and not friendly. having said that a really good fren and damn good supporter.