~hitam putih kehidupan~

things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

I have another blog, where I put most of my daily encounters, things that ticks me, experiences, etc... This one I have never published anywhere, and I will never will.

Yesterday a trainee asked me why I hate Chelsea, I was like what??? and then he told me he read my blog. I don't know how in the hell he ends up there. I mean he wasn't even in my FB or FS list. Its kinda creepy and flattering at the same time. Seriously, on one hand I have more readers (not that I am aiming for it anyway) and on the other hand, I actually have people around me reading my thoughts and sometimes, my vents. Well, I don't plan to privatise, so I have to be extra carefull on putting things there from now on. You never know who will be reading it. Unlike this blog, I have not told a single soul that I have this alternate outlet. Not going to....

So you lucky readers (if at all there is any...) I will publish my alternate blog, just so you have an idea what my other thoughts are all about. Maybe after 2-3 months, I'll change this link again...hahahaha.....my blog, I can do whatever I want, and its a broad cyberspace out here.....

What you'll find here

Space to vent and to let out things that I can never share with any living things (human). I am not an animal person, so cat will not help ;p.

Personal experience and hopes, wishes and gratitudes and always reality that bites hard will be pen down and shared with anyone who cares to read.

Lavender is....

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born Muslim and trying hard to live like one as well. overweight physically and have been trying since forever to loose weigtht. loner and eventhough with a group of friends, will not say much unless asked. never been the centre of attention (apart from my figure that really stoods out!!) never been in serious relationship before due to the fact that I am not pretty and fat and not friendly. having said that a really good fren and damn good supporter.