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things that i never will be able to tell face to face to a single soul, yes, i am a coward, unable to express myself, so?

My name consist of two words but I have always let ppl call me by the second name which is **ita. When I met new ppl, always introduce myself as whole **ita. Even among friends they'll call me the same. Only some called me **. Not really many ppl call me ita. This is probably because my roommate in uni is also called ita, so that is just to distinguished between the two of us.

Having spent the last weekend watching DVDs all day long, I have watched an Indonesian movie titled Selamanya (Forever). The leading lady's name was Aristha and was called 'Tha' for short. There is also another movie Ada Apa Dengan Cinta and the heroine was called 'Ta' for short as well.

Sounded incomplete but to me it sounds special...it was said that calling ppl with a one syllable makes u feel closer to them. There is one person that I can recall called me by 'Ta', a classmate whom too lazy to pronounce the whole name ;p

Also there are few ppl that called me *ita, this one makes me feel special too as that name reminds me of celebrities ;)

Well I still like simple 'Ta' the most, but so far none of the ppl that close to me or at least in my circle that call me by that. Waiting for that special someone to call me by the name.

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born Muslim and trying hard to live like one as well. overweight physically and have been trying since forever to loose weigtht. loner and eventhough with a group of friends, will not say much unless asked. never been the centre of attention (apart from my figure that really stoods out!!) never been in serious relationship before due to the fact that I am not pretty and fat and not friendly. having said that a really good fren and damn good supporter.